Late Night Wonders

This post at 3:24 may either be the quarantine talking or my identity crisis. I have so much time in hand, no urgent things to work on, just plain thoughts running through my mind the past few days.

Considering that this implemented quarantine has restrictions to be abided, I have honestly been too exposed to social media platforms. Twitter, Instagram, Facebook. I have been posting my thoughts out given that I am clearly in need of a person whom I can discuss various issues with. Of all the things I want to verge out, what struck me most is my wondering on this question : “What would’ve I become if I tried out studying in UP?” Am I braver? Am I an unflappable woman full of confidence? A meek person who unintentionally dominates the crowd? Would I’ve become an undoubtful, adamant version of myself, strongly standing up on beliefs?

I understand that everything happened and is happening for a reason. I mean, I am presently taking up my graduate course in UP and definitely, the world is my oyster as I can dive into more graduate courses as I want in the future.

I just can’t help but wonder how I’d turn into if UP was the institution that molded me to become the woman I was supposed to be.

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